why is it so not right??

why everything is going so WRONG?? why?? why?? why??
Its not that i had something to do with anything. why?? why?? why??

I feel so empty right now. i feel that i'm living an aimless life, meaningless life. I cant find any reason why im living my life now. Its all about him. I wished i did not asked him. I wished.

School Started!!

this is my first post for the new year. quite long already, about two weeks. tats cause thrs a lot of hw given in school, my youth life is busy after all. really busy, as i have to go now. i m supposed to look for information, not blogging here.. hehe.. tats all for now. bye..